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About Me Member Deviously Deviant Mike Rutherford18/Male/United Kingdom Recent Activity Deviant for 7 Months
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Six months is a long time

Fri Nov 20, 2009, 3:54 AM
Well I've hit six months of being sober. It's been a difficult time, coming to grips with what I did to myself and those who care about me.

Six months ago I should have died, if not from the amount of alcohol I drank then I should have drowned in my bath when I fell asleep but my loved ones saved me.

Pete and Matt, you both guided me home whilst I was babbling like a madman, I remember one of you sticking your fingers down my throat to make me vomit, I'm not sure who though, thank you anyway, you prevented me going into toxic shock. You're good friends and I love you.

My brother Peter, you checked on me in the bath and woke me up before I slipped under, you saw me as a wretched creature and you intervened. I'm sorry you had to see me like that, I will always be there for you in the future.

It is you people who saved me, you made me realise that life isn't so bad, that people cared about me and it's because of you I gave it up. I'll admit I still get the cravings but I'm coping with them, thank you for your patience and your love.

I owe all of you my life and will do anything to honour that.

  • Mood: Thanks
  • Listening to: My Immortal

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Well I'm Mike otherwise known as Fenrir. I'm obsessed with wolves and aim to work with them in the future.

Currently at university studying animal behaviour.

Avid Space Wolf collector

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Student dorms!
  • Interests: 40K, Wolves, Airsofting
  • Favourite movie: Lord of the Rings trilogy
  • Favourite band or musician: Three Days Grace or Simple Plan
  • Favourite genre of music: Punk Rock
  • Favourite artist: Kay Fedewa
  • Favourite poet or writer: Tolkein
  • Favourite photographer: Chris Weston
  • Favourite style of art: Photography
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod Nano 2nd Gen
  • Favourite game: Metal Gear Solid
  • Favourite gaming platform: X-box 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Batman
  • Personal Quote: There are no victors in war, only victims.
  • Tools of the Trade: Eos 30D, 28-80mm lens, 90-300mm lens

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:iconnuka-the-goofy:
heeeey wazzup?

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The heart cannot love the whole world. And if you try to put the whole world into your heart, you will eventually lose touch with your own humanity.
:iconfenrisianspirit:
Not much, workind hard for my course.

Yourself?

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"There are no victors in war, only victims"
'My God, what have we done?' - the commander of the Enola Gay
:icononni-hitsok:
I agree with your Quote...

We soldiers are human... And it destroys many of use when we take a single life...

And i hope things are at least a little better than when you last updated the journal.

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When earth was born Wolfs ruled all
And from wolfs were born Humans.
The wolf spirit lives in my soul
I AM ONNI GREYWOLF

*Apophysis ~CaliberedFurs ~SaveTheWolfClub ~American-Rebel-Club *dA-Michiganders ~Galra-Armed-Forces
:iconfenrisianspirit:
Aye, it's something I've learnt from several friends in the forces and it's common sense. The military screens for those people because they're not reliable.

And thank you, things are indeed better. I've got a job working as a residential assistant now so I can afford things.
:icononni-hitsok:
And the Military offers help to those that need it.

Its always good to get back on ones feet. Or in my case paws.

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When earth was born Wolfs ruled all
And from wolfs were born Humans.
The wolf spirit lives in my soul
I AM ONNI GREYWOLF

*Apophysis ~CaliberedFurs ~SaveTheWolfClub ~American-Rebel-Club *dA-Michiganders ~Galra-Armed-Forces
:iconfenrisianspirit:
Indeed. And I've heard a lot do need it. Unfortunately the UK doesn't have a great record for looking after our men and women. They leave that up to us.
:icononni-hitsok:
We in the US have fought to get what we are given by our Veterans Affairs. And they stiff fight for us soldiers that need help... But thankfully i have not needed it.

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When earth was born Wolfs ruled all
And from wolfs were born Humans.
The wolf spirit lives in my soul
I AM ONNI GREYWOLF

*Apophysis ~CaliberedFurs ~SaveTheWolfClub ~American-Rebel-Club *dA-Michiganders ~Galra-Armed-Forces

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